Talk about overkill.

Sun, 08 Aug 2004 11:31:32 GMT

Host wakes up this mornin' after another encounter with me, at 7:15 AM, and turns on the computer for the sake'a noise.
Claims she can't stand being alone or hearin' silence. And she's adopted this new techno piece of crap called 'The Theory' or somethin' similar...
She keeps usin' the "it's cold in here" excuse ta wear that imitation sweater.
I dunno. I thought it was kinda cute, in a demented way.

Thu, 29 Jul 2004 16:47:48 GMT

There's a ghost in my head
It keeps me alive
It drags me around
So I can survive

I listen to silence
I howl in my sleep
I do what I want to
Forever so deep

There's a ghost in my head
It's just passin' through
There's a ghost in my head
And I wonder
Is it you

There's a look in my eyes
And a voice in my head
If I woke up without you
I would rather be dead

I give no resistance
When I'm on my own
With or without you
I'm never alone

There's a ghost in my head
It's just passin' through
There's a ghost in my head
And I wonder
Is it you

I see in the distance
I look to the skies
But when I look at you
I see your disguise
You're my ghost in my head
You've kept me alive
You've dragged me around
Now I have survived

There's a ghost in my head
It's just passin' through
There's a ghost in my head
And I wonder
Is it you

...I'm gonna go home for a few days. Pinhead's been spoilin' for attention anyway, and Amb's not obsessin' as much. Besides, Desri's Alter-Me is gettin' all the fun.
Ugh.

Reminder to self: find some of these...avatars, and use 'em.

To start with--A Survey

Wed, 28 Jul 2004 14:57:54 GMT

What is your name?
Frederick Charles Krueger

Do you have any nicknames?
Freddy, Fred, Uncle Freddy...

How old are you?
70 something, in human years, but I don’t know if that applies anymore

What is your nationality?
American

What was your socioeconomic level as a child?
I was an orphan, so you can take a wild guess.

What is your socioeconomic level now?
Upper middle class, I suppose.

What is your hometown?
Springwood.

Where do you currently live?
A twisted dream version of Springwood

Have any talents or skills?
Metalwork, and of course my dream-demon powers...

Any siblings?
No.

Who were your parents?
Amanda (Bitch) Krueger and many, many fathers.

Have any children?
Yeah. “Maggie” Krueger...traitor.

Are you married?
I was. Her name was Loretta, but she’s dead to me now...in more ways than one.

How are your relationship skills?
By “relationship skills”, do you mean how well do I stab people with sharp objects?

Physical Characteristics

How tall are you?
5'9 ...with boots.

How much do you weigh?
That's a personal question...about 141 pounds, last time I checked.

What is your race?
Caucasian/Anglo-Saxon, whatever.

What is your eye color?
It varies...in demonic form, blue, in human form, mostly brown, in dream demon form it shifts randomly. I don’t care and neither should you.

What is your hair color?
Nowadays that’s ...kinda not applicable.

Do you wear glasses or contact lenses?
Neither

Do you have any distinguishing features?
If third degree burns count as distinguishin’ features, yes. If not, no, not really.

How do you dress?
With style, bitch. Red and green striped sweater, black shoes, brown fedora.

Have any mannerisms?
Hey, I walk self-confidently and I have a tendency to run my glove along metal things. Wanna make an issue out of it?

Have any bad habits?
...Does killin’ count?

How’s your health?
I’m dead.

Have any hobbies?
Abductin’/molestin’/killin’ brats. I’m such a fun guy.

What about favorite sayings?
Anythin’ with “bitch” tacked on at the end, bitch.

What are your speech patterns?
I say “ta” for “to”, “yer” for “your”, and leave out Gs. Big fuckin’ deal.

Have any disabilities?
None that I’m aware of.

What’s your style?
Scruffy, but with startlin’ charisma.

Greatest flaw?
...Probably arrogance

Best quality?
Cunnin’, if I had to pick just one

Intellectual/Mental/Personality Attributes and Attitudes

What’s your educational background?
High school dropout

Your intelligence level?
I’m a genius, bitch. (As if I’d say anythin’ else.)

Any mental illnesses?
Narcissistic, pedophilic, histrionic, homicidal, with delusions of grandeur (and probably some more I’ve failed to take into account...I’ll be the first ta let ya know.)

Any learning experiences?
...That pain can be made to work for me...that all humans are worthless.

What are your short-term goals in life?
Revenge, for right now.

What are your long-term goals in life?
I don’t think that far ahead.

How do you see yourself?
An unstoppable, charismatic showman, with a predatory edge.

How do you believe you are perceived by others?
They’re scared shitless, mostly. ‘Cept the weird ones who want to pet me.

How self-confident are you?
I’m a god among insects, that answer your question?

Are you ruled by emotion or logic or some combination thereof?
Emotion more than logic, but both’re in there somewhere.

What would most embarrass you?
Bein’ humiliated in any way, shape, or form...

Emotional Characteristics

Strengths/Weaknesses:
Good at hidin’ emotions, but I don’t care what you think anyway. So there.

Introvert or Extrovert?
Introvert. Why waste my time?

How do you deal with anger?
I release it on people like you.

With sadness?
I ignore it, mostly, unless it’s someone I give a shit about

With conflict?
Head on, bitch, but only after I’ve taken steps to tip the odds in my favor.

With change?
Don’t like it, but I can deal if need be

With loss?
Never lost anythin’ I cared about, I couldn’t tell ya.

What do you want out of life?
Revenge.

What would you like to change in your life?
Afterlife. And nothin’. It’s all good.
What motivates you?
Revenge, dipshit.

What frightens you?
Fire. I’m workin’ through that.

What makes you happy?
Carnage, slaughter...little girls.

Are you judgmental of others?
....Nooo....

Are you generous or stingy?
This question doesn’t even apply, unless you’re talkin’ about bein’ generous with pain...

Are you generally polite or rude?
Rude, fucker.

Spiritual Characteristics

Do you believe in God?
Yeah, but I spell it F-R-E-D-D-Y K-R-U-E-G-E-R.

What are your spiritual beliefs?
You tell me yours, first.

Is religion or spirituality a part of your life?
AFTERlife. And no, not really.

There. That'll suffice for a test entry so I can fix those godawful colors.

My Nightmare

Talk about overkill.

To start with--A Survey